A Wonderful Weekend.....

Rush,rush,rush...Thats what we did after work on Friday...So many things to do before we went camping.Pack the camper, make sure we had everything we were going to need.Took a couple of hours to pack things up. But then we were on our way..

Our next door neighbour and friend,hauled it up to the lake for us ( bless his heart).On the way we passed our nephews house, D honked his horn to let him know we were on our way, so he could come up and give us a hand setting it up..

A, showed up not long after we got there, and they started to get the jacks under it, and get it level and stable. Ok D said after awhile its stable, and moved around to let me see it wasn't going to go anywhere.

So in I go, I started to walk up to the end where we would be sleeping.Something didn't feel right.. I turned around to walk down the other end, and nearly RAN into the table...Yup it was stable, but far from level..I laughed so hard I nearly wet my pants.The guys got a big kick out of that..But by now it was to dark to mess with it anymore.So they got the lights hooked up, I asked A if he would hook up the trouble light in the bathroom, and to check for big bugs.Oh Aunt Cheryl, why did you say that.Turns out he hates bugs more then I do. But bless him he did.

Finally we were alone, well as alone as you can get with two dogs,running around.When D made up the bed, Chewy decided that, that was were she was going to sleep.So we ended up sleeping with the dogs. I haven't slept so good in along time. I never woke up until 9;30.

D had been up for a couple of hours. Had fished for awhile, and was making breakfast, when I finally got up.I don't know why, but food just tastes better. when your out doors..

We spent the day, getting the camper level.D cut down some trees along the lake front, while I scrubed the floor, and got things orginized.My sister D , and his brother B, came up for a couple of hours in the evening.It was nice. After they left we played cards talked , and listened to music.

Sunday morning D cleaned out the shead, and got rid of th e garbage. Later in the afternoon he was sitting in the door way having coffee, he turned to me and said, I've really enjoyed spending the weedend,with just you and me. This wonderful man, my husband, my friend. He knew I'd been depressed.Oh he knows me so well. But despite my problems he loves me just the same.I'm so lucky...

So I had a wonderful weekend,And if there is no work this weekend, were going back up....A,and his wife are going up to, and as far as I know there's going to be a bunch of people up around there ... Its the long weekend, so everyone wants to get in one more weekend camping.

Love to you all!!!! Goodnight...

A GOOD DAY

Hello everyone.I had a pretty good day . Was up early to go to work, and got to see a breath taking sunrise. The chill in the air, lets you know summer is almost over.Where did it go? The little people at A's house are getting eager to go back to school. But by Christmas they'll be whinning,that they need a break. They need a break!!!What about the poor teachers heheheheh. I guess we all know who needs the break.

Been missing Tam ,every night this week on MSN. We just don't seem to be on at the same time.So I haven't got to see her.

Well its getting late, so off I go. Everyone have a wonderful night..........

THANK YOU MY FRIENDS

Like Nannan,I have found a safty net. I have found a family of people, some I know very well, and some I have never meet.But we are all here to help each other, when we need it.
I'm truly thankfull, to each and everyone of you for your wonderfull words, of support.Thanks Nan,for getting me involved in your blog family.
I was so afraid that you guys would judge me, or think less of me.But like family you came to my rescue...So for now on, I pull up my socks and get to work on feeling better.

I had a really good day today.We only worked from 6am until 10:30 am. I did a little bit of house work and relaxed.

Well CSI NY is on so I'll say good night!!!!! Love to you all....

SLIPPERY SLOPE!!!!

Have you every found yourself on a slippery slope? Have you every found yourself slipping slowly down? But not able to stop the fall, no matter how hard you try. I've know for awhile what was wrong with me.Its not a physical thing,althought it eventuallty can cause health problems.And it is doing just that........ I know to look at me, and to speak to me, you would never guess ....This demon, I have fought, on more then one occasion, and I find myself fighting once again,goes by the name "depression" To look at this word, its like so many others.But it can be sneaky, creeping up on you out of no where.The reason for it I don't know .....But I know the signs all to well. I tend to avoid being around people. I hate to answer the phone Tired all the time I have no energy to clean the house, or no desire,I should say. Its a effort to go to work , when that is all I wait for all winter. The list goes on and on. I don't even feel like taken a shower, or eating.Although I do. I don't enjoy my faimly, which is the greatest loss of all.I should be spending time with my Mom, who I love with all my heart.( And fear lossing). So if I'm so afraid of lossing her you'd think I'd be there every change I get. But with me its like I try and seperate myself,try and put some distance between the people I love and myself. So what do I do now ?????" I fight, I fight as hard as I can". Because I cannot let this thing win. It is a fight that I have to fight on my own. "And I will WIN" I shouldn't be writting this because I know that K-A- S will be reading this ... I haven't even said anything to D. I find it hard to show my weakness, even to him. But I'm not writting this to upset anyone. I'm writting this because I needed too. So now you can watch me , beat it once again.

Yesterday, I had a knock on my door.Actually it was the dogs that set off the alarm.Barking, jumping,you know how it is when you have dogs.
So I ran up stairs, and guess who it was? It was the nortorious bikers Frank, and Nannan. I don't know how they ever mad it over Old Sam Burills hill , but they did.
They came over to see our camper. I really wish I had of taken pictures before D started working on it. Because when D first brought it home(as a surpirse), all I could think of was OMG, you have got to be kidding.Then it was get me a can of gas, and a match!!!!!!! It was ughly, dirty, and smelled real bad. But now he's put pine on the walls, painted, and fixed things up. Its really starting to look nice. I wanted to make new curtains,and cushion covers but D said to wait till next year.....So I washed them!!!!! Now I've got to go get matieral,and make new curtains....When they came out of the washer, they were nothing but threads.(hehehehehehe)!!!! So I got to have a chat with Nannan, which was nice, I always enjoy there company, just wish we got to do it more. Well thats all for now. Have a wonderfull day.....

My Girls!!!!

Well I had my 3 girls for the night. I love these little people so much.

They got to talk to there Aunt K-A-S last night on MSN, and to see her, they were so pleased.

A and B just came and picked them up. My B went with them. They are going out to Kempt to play ball, and to have a swim.I know they will have a good time.




D's been working hard on the camper, while we enjoy afew days off. He is doing such a beautiful job. He's been putting up pine, and painting. I just stay out of his way. I washed all the curtains and now I'm doing the cushion covers. I would really like to make new ones, but D says lets wait till next year,so I will.

Well I sould go get some housework done, now I have the house to myself.
Everyone have a great day.

 

Yes I can finally get my pictures up. Now if I can figuare out how to put them where I want too, I'll be all set. 

A New Blog!!!

Hello everyone...I've decided to start a new blog, new name, the whole 9 yards. I've given up on trying to find my old one. But I really didn't lose anything at all. I still have all of "YOU" , and thats what matters the most to me. Now if I lost you guys, I'd be truly loseing alot. Words are nothing, friends and family. are everything. I still can't post pictures. I started having trouble with that when I downloaded Kodak easy share.So I got rid of that. I've been having alot of problems with my computer,so maybe if I'm a good girl, Santa will bring me a new one.(Right)!!!!! Well thats it for now.And if you want to mess with someones mind. Smile at them when they piss you off.( Scares the heck out of them) HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.....